Abortion :(

Girls I’ve just called to make an appointment for an abortion. I feel so guilty but I tried to prevent this. I did use a condom, the condom split so I bought a morning after pill and that obviously didn’t work for me. I am not ready for a baby, I have so many things that I need to do before having one. It’s not like I was being reckless and fu*king like a rabbit without a condom - I really did try to prevent this. I’m so scared of the whole giving birth process too. But now I’m scared of the abortion process. I don’t know what to expect, my last period was the 9th of September and I’m 7 days late this month and yes, I have taken a test which was positive.