Feeling insecure

Sooo these past days have been whooping me fr.

So body wise i dont feel like this with…. But its my FACE! I feel like its fat and chunky and a double chin😭😭. I wanna lose weight but the last time i fully lost 20 pounds in 1-2 months , i got like body dismorpia, i felt so fat and i see pics of myself and i was super skinny. I get so obsessed with the number on scale and if i dont see myself lose weight fast i give up. Dont know what to do but im pretty sure my hormones making this even worse for me , i feel so ugly 🥲