No March Baby For Me 😢

Carrie • 🇬🇧Mummy to a gorgeous boy and TTC #2 following 4 MC's 🌈
I'm absolutely devasted......
Looks like my clear blue test last night with the reduced weeks indicated from last week was my first sign. Second was an evening of cramping, barely able to sleep then woke up to blood everywhere this morning. 
I haven't stopped crying, we wanted this baby so much. I feel so silly for getting so excited already. 
The thing is I want to try again but this being my second miscarriage out of 3 pregnancies, I'm scared. The waiting game and constantly checking myself everyday drives me crazy 😪 
I wish you all the very best with your March babies xxxx