I think I'm truly over trying to get my rainbow baby and everything in general... It's so depressing each month that passes and no positive comes. I was told after my miscarriage it's easier to get pregnant and each month I'm let down. Maybe it's not meant for me to have children and it hurts because that's what I want the most out of life is to have children to love. People say adoption is an option or a seragete. They clearly haven't been in someone's shoes who faces not being able to conceive. It not the same it's an experience that no one can just give you by handing over rights to a child. 😞 completely heart broken. Giving up. To try o start my healing process.