Positive or negative?

Sasha • Pcos-Ttc for 4 years 😪😖😭

Hi I'm sasha, I'm 23 years old and me and partner are TTC!

I've been told I may be going through premature menopause and And I am currently waiting for test results from the gyno...

I tested my self with numerous strip pregnancy tests and they all had faint lines pic below and an hour later I tested with a clear blue digital and it was not pregnant! What should I believe? I'm short on money so another digital one won't be possible yet..