Feel so disheartened


I miscarried in April at 6 weeks. I was absolutely devastated but started trying again as soon as I stopped bleeding.

It took 5 weeks for AF to appear to start the cycle again.

I ovulated as usual on day 10/11 (confirmed by OPK) and BDd 8 times over my fertile period using preseed every time.

At first I was convinced I’d conceived. I had nausea, sore boobs and pains in the front of my vagina. When I had a BFN with a FRER I even thought it was too early (it was 8dpo) but I just KNEW I was pregnant.

Since then I’ve done 4 more tests and all are showing a BFN. I’m now 14dpo and a day late for AF but still can’t get a BFP.

I just either want that line to appear or for AF to come so I can start again.

I’m so disheartened by this whole process. I don’t know what I could have done to improve my chances of getting pregnant. I don’t know what else I can do to improve my chances next month. If I want something, I get it and I can’t control this - it’s driving me mad and has taken over my life! 😰😰😰