Found out I was pregnant about 2 weeks ago now, as you can imagine I went into a total melt down because tbh I’m absolutely petrified of giving birth & this was so unexpected and I had so many thoughts going through my mind I convinced myself I didn’t want this little life that’s growing inside of me. I’ve changed my mind - I want our baby but something has changed in my partners eyes and he doesn’t want me to have our baby and he doesn’t want to be with me anymore. He says “what’s changed your mind? You didn’t want it before” and it just comes across so spiteful to me. I should be around 7 weeks now, almost 8. My hormones are everywhere right now; I keep crying and breaking down over stupid shit and feeling sick every second of the day while my boyfriend just goes off out with his friends and leaves me alone at home 😔 shouldn’t this be one of the best moments of our lives? I don’t understand why he’s being like this... I don’t want to go through this on my own... 😥