Breast vs formula

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I’m having guilt 🙄 I’m 18 weeks pregnant with my first baby & have been trying to figure out if I should breastfeed or not.

I would like to experience the bonding with baby breastfeeding brings, but I don’t want to take away the bonding feeding time with daddy either by having DS breastfeed. Also (although I respect mums who do & know there is nothing wrong with it) I wouldn’t really like to publicly breastfeed. I’d find it awkward in front of family ect more than in the streets ect 🤷🏻‍♀️ but that’s just me....has anyone gave milk from the breast at night and expressed into bottles for baby during the day & feeding time with daddy? Is this totally unrealistic?

My parents never breastfed me & most of my friends haven’t so I don’t really have a source of opinion! Please share your experience!