How to keep going?

Helen

AF showed up today, I'm 33 ttc for 13 months, doctors won't test anything until we've been ttc for 2 years (UK & got three opinions, all said the same) .

I honestly don't know how much more I can take of this. I'm fed up with the constant peeing on a stick, logging temperatures, baby dancing at specific times. How do you keep going? I'm tired mentally and emotionally, I just want to cry. We want a baby more than anything in world, but this is tough 😥