Waiting to miscarry😔

My husband has a chromosome abnormality which makes it about a 50% chance we’ll miscarry every time we’re pregnant, and it’s happening for the second time in a row right now (third time total). Got pregnant in August, tests negative by mid September, then bled early October. Got pregnant again mid October, now tests have been negative again for a week, so just waiting to bleed. No idea when I will, but last time it was about 2 weeks after my last positive test, so maybe in a week or so. Hoping it’s soon! The limbo in between is the weirdest/hardest part. I always miscarry right around 4 weeks, so it ends up being more like a chemical. So at least I don’t really get attached before it happens. Anyway, needing to just talk about it.