My godfather who lives in Iowa got very sick from one day to the next. It left my distraught I cried so much, he's always been there in my life and I loved him so much. My SO was the reason I was able to stop crying so much, But he ultimately passed away yesterday and I cried. But I didn't cry much, and honestly I feel fine, in all sense of the word I feel fine. Is it wrong of me to feel fine so soon after? I am the biggest crier in my family but I haven't feel as beaten down and wrecked as my family. I loved him he was family and I feel so wrong for honestly feeling alright. When my grandfather died I was a complete wreck I went through depression and other bad things but I feel fine is that wrong? I feel horrible for not feeling so much grief...