What was peoples experiences of having an abortion from 8 weeks and over?

I'll be 8 weeks tomorrow and have booked in for a consultation on the 28th.

I never wanted to ever have an abortion before now, especially not this far along in pregnancy.

But i really dont feel physically, mentally or financially ready for another.

Can you still have a medical abortion at that stage? I'll be 9 weeks by the time i even have the consultation and im feeling awful for leaving it even that long.

Ive been so confused since finding out, and it's been so physically painful this time around.

Any experiences will be helpful.

TIA.