After telling myself I wouldn’t be a Poas addict I caved at only 6dp5dt.

These are my 6, 7 and 9 day tests. It’s still early but looks like we are heading in the right direction. It’s funny I thought I would be super happy but my main feeling is one of fear and anxiety that this could all be taken away. Anybody else feeling that way? I keep trying to tell myself to be positive and to focus on positive outcomes but I guess after years of seeing negatives it doesn’t feel safe enough to be real. Anyway just incase anybody else is feeling this way I though I would share so you aren’t alone. Infertility sucks hey!

I know there were quite a few of us transferring around the same time so to anybody who didn’t get their BFP I’m so sorry and I’m sending you my love.