My birthday is tomorrow and I’m so depressed

Vee • Island Chick 🌴

I feel like I’m having such bad luck lately and I wanna scream. I know people have it worse but damn.

In the last 2 weeks, I’ve been sick with acid reflux, vertigo, a painful hs flare up, put on prednisone and 3 other meds for these symptoms.

I got scammed out of money by a client I made a logo for. Got into an argument with my mom…Then last night I accidentally dropped my mini pc and it won’t turn on. That’s been my only comfort and now it’s gone. Not to mention I use it for work. I feel like absolute shit.

And to top it off, My birthday is tomorrow and I have no money to celebrate cuz I spent it all on medical expenses and now I have to worry about repairing my pc and getting groceries. I didn’t want a huge celebration or anything but at least wanted to get a Halloween costume, get my hair done, etc. like stuff I do every year as a tradition.

Sorry if this sounds trivial y’all, but I’m in bed crying and I just wanna sleep the weekend away at this point.

I’m grateful for life but I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t terribly depressed right now.