Feeling unwanted

ophelia

So this evening I thought I’ll spice things up a little. My husband and I have been together for 6 years and have a 2 year old. We haven’t had sex for a few weeks as we’ve been I’ll on and off recently. So after putting my little one to bed, I decided to put some lingerie on, something that I know that he likes - and was bloody hard to get into as it’s basically a corset 🙃! I slipped some heels on and went into the living room where he was playing cod. You know those TikTok’s where the guys see their partners and jump off and run to them. Yeah nope that didn’t happen. He told me one more game and he’ll be with me. So he’s finally finished his game, I’m sat on the sofa like an idiot waiting. And you know what he does… he goes on his phone. So as I am writing this, he’s on his phone, and I have tears streaming down my face. I know that I may not look that amazing, but I thought he’ll jump off and we’ll have some fun… I just feel awful right now and just stupid. Sorry.. just needed to vent. Never felt more self conscious.

Update - I got changed and went to bed. He went to sit on the toilet. Didn’t even acknowledge my tears. I just humiliated myself. And just to add, when he saw me he did say wow and all that. All I can hear now is him watching his YouTube stuff. God feel so stupid now.