Lust, love & pain

Here is what I think of love.

If I have it and I want to give it to you I will but if I don't, I wont. That is the ultimate truth about love. Think deep. Have you ever given so much to a person that at a point you feel useless and lost? Correct me if I am wrong but it seem to me like its the latest trend out there today. You fall inlove with a piece in a whole human being for so long and later find out that piece meant nothing.

Am sorry the main reason for this blog is to wake the weak. I have come across lots of people with relationship problems that makes me loose my self. Here are some powerful tools for anybody who cries themselves to sleep.

LEARN HOW TO WALK AWAY FROM THAT BACK GARDEN AND NEVER LOOK BACK.

this garden is the place you build when you meet the one person that makes you feel every bit of emotions at once. This people are not evil they are just like you and they also build gardens too.

When I was 23 I met a guy who was in the army, There was nothing special about him.

He had rules and regulations and I felt like a dog at the point. The lesson learned from this funny relationship was. I fell inlove with the way he wore his white t shirts and khaki pants. I loved his confidence, he was bold and believed too much in himself.he just says anything that he wants and gets away with it. The second powerful tool is NEVER LET ANYONE GAIN ACCESS TO THIS GARDEN.

Back to the story:

I have never met a guy like him before and that made me a special fool.( in my book a special fool is a person that worships someone who clearly intimidates them) the joke here is I never knew what I was doing, I never understood the relationship between us . because I gave the nobody access to my back garden and he planted all sort of things there. Some of the things he planted was even hard for me to differentiate between what I had planted already.

This ugly feeling makes you go blind and lost for no reason. Later I found out all this was for nothing. He was messed up like me.he also had a garden and someone had gone and done all sort of unspeakable things in there. I was just another booster to help him heal...........

Have a wonderful day

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