I posted it on forum, but I feel like here girls you could feel my situation bit more.

So, here's the deal. I'm almost 30, just got screwed over in another relationship. I'm really tired and I really don't feel like getting involved again as it will probably end up the same, again.

But, my maternity instinct is still awake despite my relationship need being dead.

What do you think about TTC without actual relationship? Not that it's our role here to judge ;) just want to know what everyone is thinking about it.