is it bad to be sad??.. πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”

So I've been trying to conceive for a few years. One of my friends that i havent talked to in over MONTHS messaged me out of nowhere and told me she's pregnant! Im sad but I shouldn't be.. i feel like i have a needle in my i want to breakdown... I bought ovulation test today and preseed also.. i am happy for her but also jealous.. not in a bad way.. i mean I'm happy for her being pregnant.. i just want to is something she told me today.. i told her my period is irregular that's why i bought the ovulation monitor.. she said its a waste of money.. and that it will happen,when god wants it.. im heart broken but i think she's saying it cz its the truth πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”

THANK YOU LADIES FOR EACH AND EVERY WORD❀❀❀ Im still a bit upset but im not giving up!!❀❀❀ bby dust to all❀❀