I hate how my miscarriages are affecting this pregnancy

Jade

I feel like I can't relax. I've known about this baby for less than a week, but my anxiety is sky high. I've noticed my symptoms are fewer today, I know that's normal, but I'm so paranoid I'm thinking the worst. I'm only 5+2, so no pint in having a scan now, but here in the UK they don't do one until 12 weeks anyway and my OH doesn't want to pay for a private one in a few weeks. I just know the is going to be a stressful pregnancy, assuming it's viable.