Rant I am happy about been pregnant

I’m 13 week pregnant Iv already had my scan and had my babys heartbeat done too beating at 140.

Yesterday i think it just hit me because obviously I’m gaining weight already and my boobs were so big to start with they have already grown massively.Spots are so bad too on my face so big and have grown at the side of my lips and on my chin & forehead.

Iv always been wary of my weight and always struggled to loose it and it took me a while to loose my timber,eventually I will grow stretch marks and it scares me so much, I’m happy I’m pregnant I’m so happy! But yesterday I was just so emotional 😭 my first ever cry in a while actually. I don’t know why I’m posting this but if there is any other girls going through this then just stay strong x