Feeling low... Just need to vent

Sorry just need to vent a bit... just been through round 2 of clomid and it’s not worked 😔 I cant help feeling like such a failure. I’ve got such bad cramps and just really need cuddles. It’s even worse though as it’s affected my hubby too. Since AF started, he’s been really distant when all i want is a hug 😢 Hes barely talking to me and now making comments about whats the point of carrying on cos it’s not worked... Ive said its only round 2. Im so annoyed that its not worked and angry at how he’s reacted and upset and hurting because the time I need by best friend and he’s not even there... Its such a crap feeling.... I just feel so alone....