First positive?!


I had written a few days ago that this seems to be a REALLY long month for me as my temps have been all over the place, no dip and not even close to a positive OPK. I figured maybe I wasn’t going to ovulate yet (just came of BC in aug after 16 years!) Today I steered having little twinges in my side so I just took one. This looks positive to me! But of course I didn’t take one this morning Bc last nights was so negative it totally slipped my mind. But now- especially compared to the others, it looks positive to me, but don’t know for sure!! Is it?! Or just getting close? Or could I have missed one this morning after such a neg one last night?! Help!!!! Lol