Each day I shed a tear from the heartache of not conceiving, I look around me and see friends and family with big bumps and joy in their smiles. But no one to share my pain with, no one to share my fears with. The regret of ever being on contraception and wondering if it was indeed a hindrance. The regret of not letting nature take its course. For my future baby just know you were loved way before you were conceived ❤