11lbs breasts

Mokete

I absolutely hate my body! I had my baby nearly 4 months ago and my boobs are around 2.5kg each.. I look horrible, I've had my third child within 4 years and it shows.

I was doing intermittent fasting last week and this week I failed as I felt really down. I'm juggling a 3 year old, 2 year old and 4 month old and trying to fast at the same time and it just broke me. And I started getting dizzy.

My breasts are so heavy, I was trying to work out a week ago just jumping while dancing an my bra strap broke. I'm so depressed over them.. I just want to honestly chop them off. I can't sleep properly, can't work out or enjoy holding my baby and kids, can't wear nice clothes and I just can't stand it anymore. They drag all the way down to my hips and I'm only 25!

I've been to the doctors twice already to ask them for a breast reduction and I didn't qualify last times because of my weight. I'm 90 kg and 5ft 4. I can't do keto as its pretty pricey with a small budget and 5 mouths to feed.

My husbands having the snip this week so no more babies.

My breasts have served no use as I couldn't breast feed my babies and whatever milk I would pump, it would never be enough. They're useless fat masses which break my back every day and make me feel disgusted in my self.

And I do yoga, but they literally fall out onto my neck and walking is a little hard with my 3 kids bound to me. It's exhausting constantly fighting with toddlers..