Need to cry and vent

😍 • 👼🏻5/3/2019

I found out I was pregnant March 19th, saw the heart beat at 7 and 8 weeks. On my 11 week appointment i found out there was no longer a heart beat. That was 3 May. Had my D&C the same day. Bled for about a week until the 11th of May.

I started my period yesterday and all I can think about is how I failed at being a mom and that there has to be something wrong with me. This was my first pregnancy and I’m healthy. All test have come back fine yet I couldn’t carry my baby.

I’m miserable, cry almost every night before falling asleep. This is the worse thing I’ve ever had to experience.