I think it’s happening again 😭

So it’s 4:18am and I’m laying here in bed in so much pain

Like from above my belly button down it’s so sore and tender to touch, it hurts when I breathe

I called 111 and they said they’d have a doctor, nurse or paramedic call me back ASAP

But I can’t help but feel this is over again, this is similar to the pain I felt last time when I went into hospital (didn’t know I was pregnant) and try to tell me I had a uti when I didn’t have those symptoms- come to think of it I’d have been about 4 weeks at that time too

Should I be worried or could this be nothing to worry about

I can’t stop crying because I truly think this might end the same way as it did last time

Have I failed again 💔