Just a little vent, need ladies support and probably advice.

So a little background...

-I'm 21

-I live in Denmark

-pretty much alone since I lost my mum this year

-only family member here is my stepdad.

-I work as a sushi chef, 6 days a week from 3pm to 9/10pm

I've always believed everything happens for a reason. That belief strengthen after I've been trying to get a baby with my abusive ex of two years but didn't get pregnant.

So, I've been dating a 24yr old guy who's very supportive career wise for 3 months now. And suddenly, I found out I'm pregnant yesterday. His instant reaction was to get an abortion. Especially while it's still early. And at some point I was convinced it doesn't have a life yet it doesn't matter, and an abortion is ok(honestly I'm so easily to be convinced by someone I like)

But deep down... Deep down it still feels so wrong. I talked to him about it. It seems like all he care about is himself,his own career, his dreams to travel and wants me to make a decision instantly so it wouldn't "mess his mind". But in my view it may mess his mind while I still have it in me, but when it's gone, he's going to be stress free, and then there's me suffering/regreting from day to day.

Hence, I broke it off with him.

So probably the problem is now, if I do keep the baby and most probably I will.....

* I do not know how to break it to my boss

* I'm able to care for it outside of working hours but now I'm just finding a solution for when I'm at work who should help with the baby.

*I know that if my mum is here she'd say keep it, and before she died, at her death bed she kept saying she wants to see her grandchild. But after I told my stepdad about it, he said that I'm still young and I have time for family later on so abortion is the right thing, so I guess asking my stepdad to look after the kid when I'm at work is out of the picture

Any advice from yall who were, or still are in a similar situation?

Thanks in advance