Heartbreaking news for us

So we have been ttc for a few years now, I have been diagnosed with a life threatening condition that if I become pregnant there is a serious danger to mine and babies life. After speaking to my doctor and many questions on but what ifs they have said I would be bed rest and I wouldn’t be able to have a natural birth. I want a baby soo bad, it’s not fair. I have some big decisions to make 💔👶🏻