Think I just need to vent this out.

I’m 17 weeks and 4 days along and I feel disgusting. I have been eating on off ok but lately my partner and I have had loads of takeaways from either laziness and also birthday dinners… after my Bf’s birthday dinner tonight I sat back and felt fat. I walked myself upstairs and sat in the mirror analysing my face and body. I felt horrible, near to tears. I know it sounds pathetic but I can’t help how I’ve been feeling. I think because I’ve been eating badly I’m starting to feel it… Just want to go straight on a health kick not only for my baby’s health but for mine too! I want what every pregnant woman wants the bump only pregnancy but I’m not helping myself.

Anyone else felt / feeling this way?!?!