My spouse and i had a bad breakup. Meaning its really over i am 12 weeks pregnant i am so hurt by all that ive found out i dont want to keep our baby it hurts me it does but i dont want to treat this child bad, or be full of regret or anything because of what the father has done ive sat and that about it and i think im going to get an abortion i see peace and healing if i do it but see hurt and pain if i keep it i feel when i look at the baby if i keep it i will jist have flash backs of all that has happened between us. I've made peace with my decision right now i just need to follow through with it