I’m so insecure

So when me and my boyfriend got together I told him that I didn’t care if he watched hentai because they weren’t real ppl, but I’d prefer if he didn’t watch porn with real ppl. He said he totally understands and he wouldn’t. I just found out he follows porn hub’s Instagram. I’m so insecure about it bc I’m not built like those girls. I’m heavier than most ppl and they have skinny waists and huge asses. My ass is pretty ok but I’m really thicc. I’m 200 pounds and I’m 5’2 and it just feels really shitty. Idk what to do.

I blacked out my brother and my face ⬆️

Had to do this to this pic bc it wouldn’t have showed up otherwise